Attraction…

Connections…

Vibes…

The feeling that goes through my whole body when you look into my eyes…

Temptation passes through my mind while you’re caressing my thighs…

I’ll give anything in the world to hear your lies…

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Our love, tainted…

The smiles on our faces, painted….

When you told me you truly loved me, I nearly fainted…

A look of sorrow in your eyes as if your poisonous heart was now sainted…

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But I looked up and knew I was too good…

You walked away in disgust as I knew you would…

Not soon after I got a text saying “Please call me ’cause my love, you misunderstood…”

Now I’m wondering if I should…

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I denied the urge to call…

Afraid that again I might fall…

Somehow you read my actions as me asking you to beg and crawl…

Now your promising me you’ll give it your all…

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I tried to explain that the game was done…

You looked at me and said “Well I guess you won…”

All I could do was smile and say “Take good care of your son…”

I wanted to cry but couldn’t because of the brightness of the sun…

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As I walked away my inner beauty came to me…

And right then at that moment I grew closer to who I wanted to be…

Alyshia- Mae even the name shows my true beauty….

I bet you wish you saw then what I couldn’t even see…

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Strong…

Unique…

Beautiful..

Simply me…

(All new journeys will be uploaded the 1st and 3rd Saturday of each month by 12:30 EST)

I am BEAUTIFUL. I am PASSIONATE. I will LOVE.